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Well I had about 75 calories in raw food. 70 ish in coffee and tea. Oh god Lunch! easily 350 oh and 5 calories worth of cranberries
Total! Total! Total!!!
500! and it's just 3 pm!
How am I supposed to stay under 500? How? Gone are the days where I could live of clean pure untainted water. Gone are the days when a total of 300 calories was considered feasting. GONE are the days when I used to be thin. All gone.
I want my eating disorder back
. I want to be sick. Does that make me a wannorexic? I hope not. I'm too fat. I eat too much to have an eating disorder. I wish I was anorexic. There I said it. I wish I was thin. Or I wish I stopped feeling like this and somehow miraculously became thin.
I wish I was normal and out of the half-way house. I wish, I wish, I wish.
. I want to be sick. Does that make me a wannorexic? I hope not. I'm too fat. I eat too much to have an eating disorder. I wish I was anorexic. There I said it. I wish I was thin. Or I wish I stopped feeling like this and somehow miraculously became thin.
I wish I was normal and out of the half-way house. I wish, I wish, I wish.
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